In the sea

With a quiet steps , i advance to that great magic, i smell the

odor of silent , i feel like bird ..flying in the high sky , a wise

freedom around me , i'm just moving and moving and feeling more

comfortable !

  I arrive to the beach, my feet sink in the sand but i continue

my movement ...i'm near a big world , i'm facing it with and

admiration , i stop walking for a moment , just for looking and

looking , nothing limite my view , i'm seeing the waves how they

are rising,and they are falling another time ! They are alive

sometimes,and dead at other times.They never stop,they keep do

it to make a special music which i can enjoy !

  Just i'm staying upon the sand ,i'm hearing ...admiring...looking

to the blue world with my small heart, forgetting all things, even

i forget who is me ?I can't know my self in that moment !!!

   Another girl stays there ..a new soul is there ..i keep following

the movement of that strong waves, and drawing some words over

the sand but that strong power from the deep nature,they don't

let my words they are rapidly cleaning them,they refused to see

a trace there because it's their world but i don't submit, i'm still

writing, and writing untill i felt tired then i stopped!

   Now,i'm deciding to fight i'm deciding to enter there.With a

small steps i'm there, between waves,they welcomed me...I can

know that by  the eyes of my feeling !

  I'm sinking in that beauty , shaking with the waves and give

them a hug ,i'm closing

my eyes ,i feel when the waves touch my face, i can feel that

they try to remove the sadness from my face ...They touch me

with kindness cause they want to play with me, they want to kill

that mysterious face (O.o) !  Absolutely,they succeed ,i'm smiling

finally,after this movement in my face i'm starting to cry , crying

deeply with all my energy, then i'm looking to sky by a tear

falling down and smile shining in my face ... (*_*)

  I wet, yes all my clothes wetted but no matter, i'm feeling

better , i'm feeling that i'm light like a plume , fresh ,,now, i'm

going away,, i'm taking a deep breath to restore some of my

energy , i leaved that world ,i leaved something there, i throw all

that mystery,, i washed my soul...I quited ,looking behind me ,

farewell that beauty with a sadness ,i let my heart there  i can't

uprooted it from there ! I throw my life in that sea ,i can't say

good bye but i must let that it alone , again ! 

                 It's a big world but a kind one , not a monster

         as somebody see it !      

And a big thanks for it !